Monday, 3 December 2007

Why?

Why, why, why, why.

I don't understand why I do the things I do and end up in the situations I end up in. Or maybe I do understand but can't figure out how to stop myself. Or maybe I know how to stop myself and don't want to. Or maybe I do want to and am just hopeless.

My heart is breaking a little right now and it's pretty much entirely my fault. Again.

I wish I could be somebody else for today and wake up tomorrow and not feel this.

3 comments:

Christina said...

:-(

Ange said...

Awww :( I have felt that way before too. It is a terrible feeling. I hope that everything is a bit better now.

Joslyn - Wildspirit Tart said...

:( Are things better now? I sure hope so. Try not to be so hard on yourself. We all make mistakes...